Burnout
I know better than to work seven days a week. I know better than to ignore the behaviors and boundaries that prevent me from experiencing burnout. I also know that it is an easy thing for me to slip into a rut. And slip I did.
I know better. I did a research project in college on burnout in the helping professions. Presented before a large group that included educators, counselors, care-givers, nurses and students, the impact was far more than I expected. People crowded around me post-presentation; some asking questions, most just wanting more…more understanding of what they were experiencing.
Fortunately, I knew what was happening to me. I also recognized how big a part my computer, email, phone and cell phone were playing in fostering my burnout. So, I planned a three day respite. Three days off from work, from email, from the computer, from my phone and cell phone. However, I also made a list of all the around-the-house work and cleaning projects I was going to do during my mini-vacation.
I know better! The morning of my first free day, I did not want to move. I was unwilling to even look at the ‘to do’ list I had created. I was just as unwilling to entertain my inner critic taunting my inactivity. I breathed. I prayed. I meditated. I rested.
I spent the rest of my time out, doing things that I wanted to do. Doing things that refreshed and invigorated me; that engaged my verve. It was wonderful!
Of course, the task ahead of me is staying true to time outs that energize and connect me to vigorous, abundant living and ward off burnout.