Wanna
As in, I don’t wanna. There is a lot I don’t wanna do. There is a lot I wanna do. I struggle to find my way between the opposites.
At the moment, my mind and my body are on opposing teams. My mind keeps fielding ‘Shoulda’, ‘Gotta’, ‘Coulda’ and ‘Woulda’; formidable opponents. My body fields ‘Don’t Wanna’, who keeps chanting, ‘Get off the field.’
There is a Wanna in Germany and a Wana Pakistan. What catches my attention, is the Wanna Wanna Inn, Beach Bar & Grill on South Padre Island. I think I might contact them. They would be a perfect team sponsor.
I hear echos of The Spice Girls song, “Wanna Be” … “I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna.” I don’t gotta, but I very well might wanna. Choice words are empowering. A grounding meditation and some time spent in Nature will guide me through this passage. And I will find a balanced Wanna.